Paradox=Deadlock

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*Tell me something, I am very bored. My existence! is constantly looking for something to satisfy, even if it is intermittent, whatever comes to me, I can't cope with boredom. I am neither brave, nor a dreamer, nor hardworking, I am one of the last examples of a species that has exhausted its natural heritage in every way..When I look back a little and even look at the past of a history that was mostly written by those who are bored like me, I cannot find even lies that will continue this lie and fill this boredom and emptiness, as if all the lies have been told... I need a fresh lie...

The boredom of the modern age and culture - in a way that its inside and outside are even more bored than itself! I also want to take my place as a savior alongside those who bore and are bored.. I want them to believe me without questioning like them or not to get involved at all, in fact they say I am a conformist in my places... Hello!! What is your "order" purpose that makes almost everyone a sheep? You will not be able to create a future=a gap filler, a trouble reliever by taking the entire essence of the history, events and facts that are known and unknown but written by you -good or bad-. Because you said the individual is important, where you see the individual disappearing, to weaken it even more, to squeeze the juice out of it by fitting it into the same category and to create another evil essence... Remember that it is not over, it will never end, something else will start, oh people, be relaxed and please be aware, and let your greatest awareness be to know yourself first, to work, to produce and to continue loving. We are not in ancient times anymore. Actually, gods and such never wanted to protect the honor of godhood by running after beautiful boys to see their beauty and making them fall in love with them, women never wanted to be loyal dogs of shelters or to be the weak "complementary" of an unconscious masculine understanding. Don't we see that, in fact, everyone starts life to be themselves and understand themselves as themselves and mostly gets spoiled, but don't worry, good people are invisible but you know they are, bad people are everywhere, you both see and know, that's why their effects are higher. Don't ask why, I don't know like you do. But there is something I know that focusing on the answer to what I don't know will always play into the hands of the bad. Because the fact that a person can do such bad things "despite his consciousness" cannot be explained by things like Einstein's theory of relativity etc., the scarcity of resources in the world, and it cannot be explained by the difference in intelligence and power, for example, I am tall, strong and intelligent but I am not evil, many more examples can be written to explain this goodness and evil. but for me, the important thing is that you need to stop where you realize you don't know and can't fully understand, focus on what you know and produce there, maybe this way the doors of many things you can't understand will open...

In today's absence, just like in every period that is bored and can't find the quality of fresh blood they want, the problems are brought to words, writing and action by the vampires of this period, I think it is a great pain to barter and offset our whole lives for a play we bought a ticket to watch for an hour...

What I will write from now on is a story, reading is free :) It would have been better to leave it open-ended, but no..it is necessary to add some virtue, I feel that way..because I believe that becoming human is not a virtue but actually a struggle somewhere.

A postmodernist formula has been followed, everything is still very boring, because we are not ourselves... It is necessary to discover the way to be yourself, to find yourself, to find your own reality. Yes... this time the sheep did not take to the roads, they hit the road as if they had started counting themselves instead of sheep, one sheep, two sheep, they dispersed themselves before they could even linger a little... everything you cannot understand, important or unimportant, may seem like something shapeless but necessary to be understood, to be understood, If I have to connect all these words to something, in my own context, cross out all the questions and problems, even shit on them if possible... and continue on your own journey... they call this a paradox... not according to Oxford dictionary but according to me, this is also a paradox :) Paradox=Dead End...