
From Bastard to Nothingness
1 February 2025
Hermes or Ammon?
12 February 2025T here is a dark area between truth and existence and it has always been like this, some lived their pain as suffering, some fed on their pain and produced pages and amounts of products, without knowing it.. they just didn't want to live that pain crying and suffering, they tried to explain their emptiness, what they couldn't understand, it didn't help neither themselves nor others because the plan was different.. a plan that you can't change no matter what you do.. one day there won't even be a thought about questioning what it's for, you won't have to remember, just like that and like that... something.. meditators think they've found a way by being unresponsive to this pain and emptiness. This is a way of passively avoiding rape, it is not emotional and mental management, it is just staying away, when you ask why you are away, they say understand your nature and adapt, but things are not like that, even if you do, it is not something you can describe and recommend to others, everyone ends up in the same place, but everyone's path is different. Pain or suffering does not matter. The suffering or lack of suffering of pain is not a choice, maybe it is a chance.