
A Harpoonman’s World, To My Husband Emre…
26 August 2024
From Bastard to Nothingness
1 February 2025Father..
I sn't the weather beautiful, dad, would you like another tea, er... come on, let's have another tea... isn't the music beautiful, come on, let's dance daddy, you dance, maşallah, I didn't know you like this, you are so smart, young and successful, thanks daddy, I take after you, let's dance, no, you dance, applause... you are watching me with a smiling happy face,... you told me,... be careful not to step on the cat,.. I won't, I mean you might step on me unintentionally or unknowingly... she is sleepy, take the cat inside, my daughter, okay daddy... daddy, let's dance, okay my daughter.. I am very happy to be with you daddy, to be your daughter, I am the same way, my daughter... dad, you used to get very angry at us, I used to get very upset, now you are not angry anymore, I already knew that you were a good person, a good father, my daughter, how do I know, my mother and father used to get angry at me too, I did it the way I saw it don't say, okay dad, I love you so much, you, our past, the smell of our family, the hours, the times, the passing seasons, your struggle!! Our waiting...
Y es my daughter you are right, the cat is inside I need to open the door... Dad why do you think people are so ignorant, insensitive and strict, is there a God, if there is a God why is everyone except a few people in the evolutionary transformation dump... Your grandfather was a very good man my daughter... Everyone entrusted everything to him, then the world went bad... I will live longer, God permitting, I am healthy, but if I die one day, my shroud should be white and my place should be next to my mother and father, that is my wish, ..ha.. bury that cat next to me too... he loved me very much... we shared many things with him, moreover I never got tired even though I was standing, but I am old now, I am tired, I should lie down now, dad!! Don't lie down, don't sleep, .... my daughter... it's been a long time since I fell asleep... it would be better if you sleep too, later!! we can talk again. May God give you peace...